Exploring A New World

When i started junior high back in 2007 all i wanted was to be out and into high school. I wanted to be able to date and drive and go to dances and "be free". when the summer before my sophomore year was just about over, Shelby (my bff) and i were excited and scared to start our first year of school at Red Mountain High School. little did we know how not cool high school would turn out to be. i am definitely not a fan... Don't get me wrong, I love learning: that is not what i despise. What i hate is drama and stupid people. Now im not gonna sit here and lie by saying that i am perfect and NEVER have any impact on the drama cuz that would not be true. I try to not get involved in petty drama but of course like most teenagers I can't stay out of it for very long. It seems there always has to be a problem. Just this year i have dealt with:
1. adjusting to the new school & Dance studio & ward
2. having a boy play me for an entire semester
3. jealousy issues
4. lack of self confidence
5. trying to fit in with the advanced dancers in my class at school
6. losing close friends
7. keeping up good grades
8. having no friends (not literally)
9. only finding time for a few hours of sleep each night
10. having to endure ten more weeks of all this ^^^^
As much as it sounds like I think my life sucks, i really don't think that. at times i do but at the end of the day I know that I have it pretty easy compared to some people... so here are ten things that keep me going and from giving up.
1. My Family (Specifically My Daddy)
2. The Gospel of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints
3. Brandon Hanson
4. Music
5. Dancing
6. The North Point Ward (My Ward Family)
7. Crying
8. James Charles Taylor
9. My Testimony Of a Loving Father in Heaven
10. Laughter

I am not a normal Teenager.

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